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    Basement Diaries Entry 13

    This whole situation that i have found myself in points to one thing and there is gonna be a nasty outcome for someone.

     

    I will never forget for as long as I live the look in Eric's eyes when he confessed that he was sayin goodbye to me. But then how long is that gonna be?

     

    I need to face up to the fact that like Eric I may not live much longer. I know that he would never do anythin directly to let that happen, I know I am here cause he is tryin to keep me safe but Russell is unhinged, where Eric is focussed and stable. Eric's intentions are good but if Russell was to get near me....then I may not live amd i know that.

     

    I am not gonna cry though! I am gonna try and fight and not give up but there are some things I cannot do and fight off Russell is one of them.

     

    Now as I sit here and face the prospect of my own death...what do I regret....there is really only one thing....That I met Bill First...

     

    I often wonder what would have happened if I had met Eric first, I used to do this at first out of some kind of morbid curiosity, but now...bein confronted with my own mortality it has become a serious thought in my head.

     

    There are so many things i wanna say to him, I think I will burst and now I fear that they will remain unsaid, as silent as my cold body laid in the coffin that Jason chooses for me

     

    I hope I can hang on and fight  so I may have the chance to say what I want to say to him.

     

    I do not want my last words to him to be

     

    GOODBYE

    • 6 September 2010
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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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