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    Basement Diaries Entry 15

    I have I think come to the end of my journey down here, learning many things about myself and my situaltion. I have had so much time to think down here and I have come to many conclusions.

     

    I have learned to accept what I am. At least now I have an explanaion for what I am, for why everyone has looked at me funny. Not that I can tell anyone of course cause they will look at me with even more contempt than they normally do. What this means in terms of my life I have no idea as yet but in time I will find out.

     

    I have realised that I cannot trust Bill. His actions, his reactions and his behaviour recently have convinced me that he is hidin somethin and I aint gonna stop at nothin until I find put what it is. I know judgin by his reactions and stuff that it aint gonna be pretty but I have to know.

     

    I have began to, despite being held down here by him, that I am falling for Eric. Lookin back it has been a long time coming. When he kissed me, held me, I knew that for sure. The look in his eyes when we broke the kiss told me he may have felt somethin too.

     

    And there is my BIGGEST REGRET

     

    We face our fate...Pam...Eric and I and I go to that fate and My possible death having never told Eric how I feel.

     

    Diary I will say goodbye  to you now. I have reached my conclusions and I know I am a changed person and will never be the same again. Whether I end up alone or in an other relationship time will tell but one thing I wanna do before I die is look into those deep perfect blue eyes as his strong arms wrap around me and pull me close to him. Beofore he kisses me I would say

     

    Eric...I LOVE YOU

     

    FIN

    • 6 September 2010
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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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