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    Basement Diaries Entry 6

    The longer I spend down here the more time I have in the silence, with only my own thoughts to keep me company I see the battle goin on inside me and all around me. I am not talkin of Bill or Weres, Russell or Sophie. No, this concerns Eric and him alone.

     

    I am glad I have you diary, that I can share this stuff with you otherwise i would burst into greater fits of confusion than I currently am in, which is sayin a LOT.

     

    if I am honest, this battle has been stirrin inside since the day I first went to fangtasia and was summoned to meet Eric. The look in his cool blue eyes should have told me that he was not gonna be lettin me get too far from his notice and in some cases his sight. The work I did for him, the fact that he agreed to my terms should have alerted me but no. I was foolish and naieve then and I thought safe. My naievety has slowly been stripped away with each passin encounter with Eric, even more so since he ah put himself in my way as it were, to be there to help me, to protect me, so much so that he was able to get his blood inside of me.

     

    Ever since then things have become well strange. I close my eyes in sleep and I see him. At first I was afraid of what was goin on, that I was losin my mind and my senses. Things were very intense in the dreams but I had always assumed the blood was talkin, takin me over and telling me about Eric. That was till the last dream. Then I began to question..did I really like it? do I really have feelings for him?

     

    He was ah right about my instinct...was he right about this too? I would have dismissed it out of hand until he kissed me. Though I resisted at first it was impossible to do so and ulitmately I kissed back..I enjoyed it and I mean really did so. I felt his passion and his own fears as he kissed me. Ever since then I have thought about what would have happened had we been left alone.

     

    Sometimes I think that I would have been able to fight it and resist, other times I would have given in to him and let him win...

     

    Now I am here, and understanding that in his own perverse way he has done this for my own protection. I have thought  a lot about him. The thought of him meeting final death now fills me with dread. For a Vampire he is so full of life and he has a humour that strangely enough I have grown fond of. I cry sometimes down here as I think of that,  guess I would miss him more than I would admit to his face.

     

    But...is that enough to give in to Temptation

     

    Should I fall and hope he catches me?

     

    • 6 September 2010
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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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    well I'm sure y'all know a fair bit about me. I work in Merlotte's bar for Sam merlotte who is a good boss and a friend. I have a Brother called jason who also lives in Bon Temps and he is a bit of a tomcat at times. My best friend is Tara Thornton, we have been friends since school and she used to stay with me at Gran's a lot when her mom was drunk which was a lot of the time.

    I also have this thing, I am a telepath and I hear everyone's thoughts. Now I am better at blockin' 'em out but it was awkward when I was younger. School was crazy, imagine all the thoughts of teenagers when you are tryin' to do work. I only ever did well in tests cause I got peace to do 'em. I am self taught mainly and Arlene who i work with and who is a friend also gives me a word of the day calendar every christmas so I get a lot of good words from that.

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